Looking at the gathered Vampires and... Others... I feel a... longing for the simple existence where the people "fed" on can still live - nott like my victims. Where the choice of a victim does not have to end in a funeral.
I envy the Vampires the simple choice. The option to allow their victims peace and life.
Is that wrong...
Once I was on a path of glory. A dedicated warrior for knowledge. So easily was I pulled into this life by the promise of time, unlimited, to search for the knowledge I crave.
Envy.
My flaw. I envy others their knowledge and wisdom and it led to damnation. Now I envy the Vampires their simple choice to leave victims alive, where will that lead... I wonder...